“In the crowd alone, I only feel at home…"
“In the crowd unknown, I can be the true myself ” Originally, this blog began as a journaling project in October 2024. That month, I had a pretty bad crash while riding my off-road motorbike. At the time, I was—and still am—in the process of rediscovering myself. For many years, without even realizing it, I had developed self-destructive habits. I built walls, safeguards, and beliefs that I clung to. 🌫️ Lifting the Smog Since I stopped smoking in 2020 and, more importantly, drinking in 2023, I’ve gained so much clarity. It felt like a smog slowly lifting. I started to discover that life is so f***ing amazing. Please excuse the enthusiasm, but after 20 years of living on autopilot, I get excited—and a little nervous—about how much there is to experience when you’re not just existing. 💥 The Crash The crash left me with a broken collarbone and five fractured ribs on the same side. It was the most pain I had ever experienced, and it came during one of the loneliest times of my life. The...
